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Hey peeps ! 

Just a short note .

Going bak to hostel . Meet up with dormates , classmates, batchmates, seniors, teachers, wardens, BESTIES !!

Helooo hostel, Today .

Izzah Myra ! Ika ! Mye ! CT Nade ! Sis Fyza , Sis Nabz , Sis One , Sis Dyra  ! Erhemm2 . DD Misx uue muchh ! Hhe :DD

Bak2Scho0l

Heyy there strangers and un-strangers .

Today, I'm giong back to school . Sabah Science Secondary School . 

Sekolah Budak Pandai . . ( awch ! )

Yeah . 

Try'na let myself think rationally about my real purpose of going to school .

My parents wont send me there to cry and beg to come home because I don't like it there ,

They send me there to STUDY .

So, a reminder to us all .

Don't think too -cincai- about school . Especially barding school .

Just do what we're obliged to do . Do what is right .

Change the ultimate perspective to : I am RIGHT to be here .

Instead of ' THIS PLACE IS HELL !! '

I did thought of it that way , but I'm kinda sorry for so .

Now , I'm trying to LIKE school . Whatsoever :)

Hha . So gotta go packing . Haven't packed anything yet . 

Ehhe :p BTW, I stayed at Ika's house . Hhe .

Toodes . Muahx !

Love always , Hana .

Gud Girl

Heyy . Erm . I Misx My Home :(

Mama , Pa . I misx you both so muchhh . Ain , Didi , Lia , Ely , Baby . Misx you all too :(

To my love at home .

Ma , Pa . Hari ne Kaknong rindu btul sma kmu d ruma . Sedih btul . Rsa cm namaw tggal asrma lae . Lae sdih , klw d ruma . . Stiap kli balik , msty gaduh kn ? Bole ka kta nda pyah gaduh lae ? Penat swa Kaknong gaduh , Ma, Pa, Adik2 Kaknong . 

I'm the first born . I hv my responsibilities to my family . But why can't I just do it ? 

I now, LIVE at SMESH . Gosh .

Ma, Pa . I wanna make you proud and happy . I want you to smile watching me grow up to be a successful daughter of yours . I don't want you to cry watching me grow up to be a damn spoiled animal . You can give me EVERYTHING I want . But you always tell me you can't and you APOLOGIZES to me for that . WHY Pa ? I know . Because you want me to be independent and move on alone .

Because someday you might go and leave me ALONE .

Because one day GOD may take you away from me . . 

Because NOTHING last forever .

Because you LOVE me .

I'm sorry. . . . . 

I do bad things to you . I do not deserve you both as my parents . I'm grateful enough I was born . You sacrifice everything for us .

And I am grateful ALLAH still let me breathe .

I can still make you happy :)

I can still CHANGE . 

I want to be a GOOD GIRL .

I want to study and make you proud .

I don't want to care about other people's opinion about me .

I will never bring shame to you . 

I'll take care of myself, my sisters, and YOU BOTH .

I'll make you happy :) I Promise .

Ma, I understand you A-Z . And I love you for being different than other moms . You are my mother and I love you for that . 

I have the BEST Ma I could have . 

I Miss Home :'(

At school ,

I will LEARN . Learn to make you proud .

Learn to stay out of trouble .

Learn to be a GOOD GIRL .

Ma, Pa . Thank you . ILY ! 143 :DD