Nothingnesx

 Hye :3

I am extremely happy now . Especially Yesterday . Not everybody knows what makes me happy actually ..

5th June : Happy :))

The point is , I'm in love with Nothingnesx now .

Because this thing's jusx have that spell . Magically putting a cheerful smile on my face .

Ha-ha .

Whatever . Oke , about this NOTHINGNESX .

It's actually the kind of feeling when NOTHING makes you feel .

But , here's what i can say about it . Not much , but it's

......... erm , ..

I feel nothing .

It's not right , honestly , but it's not wrong either .

So I don't really feel like I'm doing a huge sin , or a good deed .

Not everybody will like what I did , does , or will do ..

So , it's a nothing . Whatsoever :)

This is my life , my Nothingnesx .

I . MY . ME . MINE .

And I don't give a damn of whatchu hv 2 say about it .

WHATSOEVER .

Lotsa Luv , Hana :D

Toodles !

I'm back !!

Hey :DD

Hana in da house !! Hhe . Lol . It's ben like a thousand million years since I last updated me bloggy .

Gosh ! Only God knows how much I miss blogging .

Forget that , the thing is : I'M BACK !

Ok . There are many things that I wanna share with you peeps .

Erm . Many things happen as the days pass by .

You never realize that you're getting OLDER .

I never realize I'm getting OLDER . And closer to death as well .

Lol . 21st May .

TSK's High Table . My Birthday .

Ok . Now , I'm gonna be HONEST . REAL honest .

I can't believe I'm actually sharing this but ...

What the HELL !? Who EVER cares . Ha-Ha .

Erm . I had been liking a BOY since last year .

I LIKE HIM . And we got close . Maybe , in some people's perspective ,

We're a COUPLE . But .. NO . We're not.

So .. I , sanely is keeping him distant .

And he doesn't seem to mind . He told me he LIKES me .

But I guess : NOT ANYMORE .

So , in that gap of time . I stay UN-liking any breathing male-creature a.k.a any BOY.

But . .

Something came up . And I had this MAJOR CRUSH on this HUMAN .

Well , of course , a BOY .

I'm not a LESBOE , abso-freakin-lutely NOPE .

I LIKE THIS BOY ..

HIM ? What about HIM ? Oh, well .

I, myself didn't get a CLEAR explanation of our non-existing RELATIONSHIP.

Awch . Hurt . Don'tcha think ??

It hurts BAD . Why ??

BECAUSE :

HE lies to me a lot .

HE ignores me all the time .

HE does'nt care about me .

I felt ABANDONED and NEGLECTED by HIM .

HE never minded if I don't if I don't text him back .

HE gets jealous outta NOTHING .

HE always ask me to call him but he never called me, not even once . And we usually hang on the phone for like HOURS in the middle of the night .

And many more JERKY things about him I couldn't explain . Awch .

BUT WE'RE NOT A COUPLE , SO WTH ??

I AM FREE TO DO WTV I LIKE AS I WANT IT .

So, my crushie , ILIKEYOU !! Hhe .

Lotsa Luv , Toodles !!